The comfort of life with no pain was gone and I saw the world in an entirely new way. Instantly phrases like, “It’s all good” or “It’ll be ok” were cliché and, at best, empty promises. The veil was lifted, the smoke cleared and all I had was pain. I experienced grief and sorrow to the depth of my soul. This song depicts the early on goings of my emotional state and my mental state when it came to the loss of my son which was the worst day of my life. Please tell me the personal story behind this song. I had the chance to speak with Tedashii about the song. This song is a powerful reminder for the believer that we are not meant for this world, but to live with God eternally in Heaven. Knowing Tedashii’s extremely emotional and moving story behind this song has made listening and singing along with him an incredible experience and profession of faith in the face of tragedy and death. One of the standout tracks is “Dark Days, Darker Nights” featuring Britt Nicole. On the other side of that tragedy, similar to what Job experienced in the Bible, Tedashii released his album Below Paradise, which is filled with his personal prayers and processing of his relationship with God, and how he is completely relying on Him to show mercy and grace to his family in their time of pain and suffering. It took a while for me to get to a place that I could express what I felt but once I got to that place, this album is what began to come out.” In his passing, honestly I just wanted to quit life, not necessarily feelings or thoughts of suicide, but just, I don’t want to live again, I don’t want to go another day without him. Tedashii said in an interview, “A little over a year ago, I lost my one year old son. Tedashii shares about this particular page from his real and raw journal from the past year.
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